Chapter 201
Before she could get out, someone grabbed her wrist.
Ji Fei turned around to see Qin Xian\'s eyes gleaming as he gazed at her, his expression somewhat uncomfortable, as if he had something to say.
[He\'s already apologized and paid up, what else could he want?]
"What is it?" Ji Fei asked.
"Ji Fei, didn\'t you always want to have a wedding ceremony?" Qin Xian became nervous. "Now, whenever you want, we can have one."
Qin Xian was someone who was very inexperienced in matters of the heart and reserved in expressing himself, especially when it came to these first-time feelings of love, which were truly foreign to him.
So he gave the choice to Ji Fei.
He wasn\'t stupid; the current Ji Fei was so different from six months ago, probably because their terrible relationship over the past two years had completely discouraged her. That\'s why she had come to terms with it, let go, given up, and was now fully focused on thoughts of divorce.
He knew Ji Fei no longer had that persistence towards him.
She might like his looks, his money, but as for him... Ji Fei probably didn\'t like him anymore, after all, that initial like and obsession had come rather inexplicably.
Realizing he had developed feelings, yet understanding Ji Fei\'s situation, Qin Xian felt anxious and sad about potentially losing her.
It was his fault for not having the patience to discover the real her before, and now it was too late for regrets.
He didn\'t know what to do, he just instinctively wanted to hold onto Ji Fei, who seemed ready to leave at any moment. As long as Ji Fei didn\'t actively bring up divorce, he thought he still had a chance to salvage everything.
It was laughable really; he had always been emotionally subdued, and the word \'nervous\' seemed to rarely appear in his life.
But right now, he felt tingles throughout his body, and even breathing became somewhat difficult.
Ji Fei\'s eyes gradually widened in disbelief.
[Is he serious?! Having a wedding ceremony with me? What\'s he thinking? Even if there isn\'t a first love... wait? If there was never any first love, why didn\'t we have a wedding ceremony before... I get it, it must be because we\'re getting along well now, and after tonight\'s class reunion, he feels he should give me the proper ceremony, after all, it doesn\'t look good that the Qin family heir doesn\'t even have a proper wedding to show for it.]
Qin Xian paused, naturally unable to deny Ji Fei\'s inner thoughts.
[Without a first love, there won\'t be all those messy complications to bother me, and now my husband is rich, handsome, and has good character, with harmonious in-law relationships... I have no reason to refuse! But the key question is... when he talks about having a wedding ceremony, does that mean he\'s willing to sleep with me afterward? After all, I don\'t want to live as a celibate wife.]
The nervous Qin Xian almost started coughing.
He hadn\'t expected Ji Fei\'s analysis to lead to such a bold conclusion. It made Qin Xian too embarrassed to even look at Ji Fei.
His Adam\'s apple bobbed as he tried to whisper: "I... I am willing."
Lost in her thoughts, Ji Fei naturally didn\'t hear him, still contemplating the current situation in her mind.
After all, if they really had a wedding ceremony, she would feel like she was truly married, which would be completely different from now.
In her previous life, she had been an orphan, without men, love, or marriage. The various unspeakable difficulties in life made it hard for her to even make friends. If she hadn\'t been transported here and immediately gotten married, she really doubted whether she could have established this kind of relationship with anyone in this life.
Ji Fei continued her analysis.
[Being the wife of the Qin family heir, enjoying Qin Xian\'s nearly hundred billion fortune, it\'s like being born in Rome, winning at life without effort. This is definitely better than the two hundred million breakup fee.]
Hearing this analysis, Qin Xian suddenly felt more confident. Fortunately... fortunately, he still had the advantage of his hundred billion fortune.
Actually, he wanted to add that he also had eight-pack abs, and everything Ji Fei wanted, he had it all.
[But I\'m someone who hates trouble, what if this identity later prevents me from living freely? Or if one day Qin Xian develops feelings for someone else, I\'m not afraid of another divorce drama, but if we have a wedding ceremony and then divorce, everyone will know I was the former Mrs. Qin, wouldn\'t it be troublesome to find someone new? Maybe a wedding ceremony is still...]
Ji Fei was lost in her internal monologue, her gaze becoming unfocused.
She felt like something was getting out of control, and she instinctively wanted to escape.
But the next moment, her hand was released, and Qin Xian suddenly opened the car door and got out.
Ji Fei was stunned, wondering if she had been thinking for too long.
She hurriedly got out of the car.
As soon as she did, she saw Qin Xian had already come around to her side, and with one long arm, he trapped her against the car.
Ji Fei was startled by this sudden dominant move, staring at Qin Xian in a daze.
Qin Xian tried to steady his uneven breathing, letting out the breath that had been stuck in his throat.
That breath had made certain words difficult to express. It wasn\'t about face or anything else, it was just... once he started to directly express his feelings, his throat tightened, as if there was some kind of barrier.
Were these words so hard to say?
He realized that in this life, he had never said such words to any woman.
But hearing Ji Fei\'s inner thoughts, he knew he had to speak up.
"Ji Fei, if you agree to have the wedding ceremony, there are some things I must tell you in advance."
[Damn, I haven\'t even agreed yet, is he going to set down rules? Make me fulfill some obligations?]
Qin Xian\'s gaze grew more profound as he focused intently on Ji Fei, "As my wife, you can do whatever you want to do, and if you don\'t want to do anything, that\'s also your freedom. I don\'t need you to do anything for me, just stay happy by my side, that\'s enough. You are you, and being my wife comes second."
Aliali: 67484cc0c4f3f33ac476d3deJi Fei was completely dumbfounded.
[What\'s going on! The way he\'s talking, anyone would think he\'s proposing!]
Qin Xian\'s eyes flickered, "We started very confusingly before, I want to start over. Ji Fei, although I don\'t have flowers or a ring prepared, I am actually proposing to you right now, do you understand?"
Ji Fei: [Ahhhhh? Wait, what kind of development is this, proposing? Brother, you\'re acting like you have feelings for me! How is that possible?!]
Qin Xian ignored Ji Fei\'s almost atmosphere-breaking inner thoughts.
Finally overcoming his inability to express himself, he leaned forward and, under Ji Fei\'s trembling gaze, placed a kiss on her smooth, fair forehead.
At that moment, his Adam\'s apple nervously bobbed again, the cool sensation and faint fragrance making him reluctant to pull away.
But he could feel how rigid she had become beneath him.
Qin Xian moved back, lowered his gaze to meet hers, saw the panic in her eyes, and smiled.
"Because I\'ve fallen for you, I want to be with you."